I dont really have a question, but I have an EMG tomorow. I'm nervous, excited, hopeful, but after so many years of nobody being able to figure me out, I know I shouldnt set myself up for dissapointment. I'm doubtful at this point that I'll ever know what's causing this chronic tendinitis.
I was so excited about the last MRI and it just came back negative. Thats another big fat $700 'Nope, we dont know whats wrong with you!'.
It's very expensive to have chronic pain. sigh.
My pain has gotten alot worse the past week or two. Not sure what's going on. It always gets worse during that 'womanly time' every month, but thats not the case now. I know I'm getting tolerant of my Norco's and I'll have to switch to something stronger soon, but this is definitely a case of the pain is just getting a lot worse. When I wake up in the morning, free of drugs, I can hardly move. I cant even lift a coffee cup til the first pill of the day kicks in.
This scares me. How bad will it get? Will it ever 'plateau'? How much pain can I handle? How strong am I? I've managed to live and enjoy my life despite this, but if it gets too bad, will I lose my ability to do the things I love? I wonder what the future holds for me.