I just found a medication that was advertised on these boards called AMORYN. It's supposed to be a natural supplement that you can order online without a prescription. It's purpose is to fight anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. This is just a few things it said. I think it should be ok to post since it came off of this site

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"Panic attacks, or anxiety attacks, result from a chemical imbalance in the brain. The primary ingredient in AMORYN, hyperforin, is an effective treatment for anxiety. Clinical research shows that hyperforin relieves anxiety and depression as effectively as many prescription medications, but often with fewer side effects."
"AMORYN also contains an amino acid called 5-HTP that increases production of serotonin, allowing you to feel calm and in control. And the B vitamins in AMORYN fight stress and promote mental well-being."
P.S.- A 30 day supply only costs $29.95. Just a suggestion since you have been struggling so much.
Chantel