littleliesel

I wonder if some one can help me with this - im sure sure if its a panic disorder but I thought this was a good place to start. Im always worrying about my parents getting old, it may sound stupid but i worry about it ever day. My dad turns 56 next month and I can see the age creeping up on them and it frightens me like you wont believe. I could say that i obsess about it, how they must feel getting older. I want to spend all of my time with them incase they die tomorrow and im just not enjoying life anymore because i spend just about every minute of it trying to do things that i think will enrich their life before they die. Is this a fear of death or a panic disorder? I dont think itas a fear of dying, maybe i just dont want to loose my parents one day. Im 27 and need to have my own life but i would rather be unhappy knowing they happy. No one knows this is all going through my head but it does, every day. PLEASE help!