Iam grrrrrrr
I went to a new doctor a week or so ago and I SPECIFICALLY told him I needed to be back on Xanax,preferably 1 or 2 MG several times per day til I could get a grip again.
In the past I have taken .5 and 1 MG Xanax seperately for 4 1/2 years.I started out taking .5 then was increased to 1..Being the Horses A that he IS he put me on .25 MG twice a day to take with 10 MG Buspar twice a day along with Paxil CR 25 MG once a day.
He said,"Im the doctor I WILL do what I think is best."WELL...I had an appt this afternoon with an Oral Surgeon and could not make it..When I saw this doctor he prescribed me pain tablets for the pain I was in due to several bad teeth,however didn't prescribe me an Antibiotic because,"I will let the OS do that.".Now Im up schitt creek and can't get into see a local Dentist for 3 weeks.
I Panicked several times today in the process of going to the Oral Surgeon and am now exhausted and headachy.I cried,screamed at the top of my lungs,heart pounded,sweated,shaky,couldn't breath etc..
Iam VERY unhappy and UNSATISFIED with the treatment this Physcian has shown me.Why is it that doctors can't,dont OR wont understand that we know our bodies a heck of a lot better than they do???
If he refuses to call me in a scrip for a higher dose of Xanax or an Antibiotic I will report him because he is cocky and arrogant and has a bad bedside manner.The first words out of his mouth was,"I only have 15 minutes with you."
Im sure some of you will say I can do this on my own without meds but I tell ya Iam going through an imeasurable amt of hell right now,have for the past year.I know what my body needs and I aint getting it right now..
I truly hope that each of you have caring and understanding doctors.I gurandangtee you they aren't schitt around this podunk place..
Thanks for letting me vent,
Jasmine
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