The concert went great!, I have always wanted to go to see the rolling stones and finally did,YAHOO!.I didn't take the clonazepam but I took 1 mg ativan and held onto my hubby for dear life while walking through the crowds and getting to our seats. Once we were seated I still held on to him for a while, we were in the bleachers and I'm also afraid of heights (I get dizzy) and it was a sold out show so you can just imagine the closterphobia(sp?) that I had with the amount of people there! I was anxious the whole evening but didn't have a panic attack!, at one point it felt like I was going to but it didn't happen. So on the one hand I had a great evening and on the other hand I had a terrible evening, I guess you understand what I mean, but I was also VERY proud of myself that I didn't chicken out and not go! Since then I've had the courage to take the clonazepam, I'm current taking 3/4 pill in the morning (doesn't make me sleepy or drowzy and 1/2 a pill at night (that one makes me very sleepy after a few hours). I tend to have a 2 hour nap every afternoon so I don't understand why the evening pill wears me out so much. Since taking the zoloft and the clonazepam I've had a lot of energy in the morning until about 1:00pm(I'm up at 6:00am). I've started cleaning more around the house and doing little odd jobs and things I've been putting off for months (could that be depression?). What I haven't done yet is start going out by myself (completly alone). I drove last night for the first time in 3 weeks (very anxious) but I had my eldest daughter with me (she's 11) so she was like a crutch because I talked to her about anything and everything to keep my mind off myself!
Gotta go 1st of 5 kids just woke up and says he's STARRRRVVVING! (he's almost 9!) thanks for listening.
Sorry so long - mommyof5
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