Hi Jasmine ((((((*hugs*))))))
I know how you feel sweets,I really do.My father passed away and it was so hard to deal with.I didnt have anxiety problems at the time but I was 15 so that in itself was hard.Im going to give you the advice that helped me when my dad passed away.
Remember all the fun times you guys had together,these are memories that you will have forever and no one can ever take them away from you.
Cry,cry,cry,cry and then cry again,dont keep anything bottled up because that will be the thing that will hurt you most.Talk to your family,they'll understand what your feeling and you can share experiences with them.
Dont be sad that shes gone,be happy that you were so lucky to have a wonderful person like her in your life.
Im so sorry for your loss,but remember,she is with god now and she is ok,shes watchin down on you to help you through this.
Be strong.Take care and remember that you are loved..
love rachel
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