I posted this in response to another question, but I guess it fits in here too.
Fist of all, the first thing out of my Doctor's mouth when he gave me Xanax was, that it was very addictive.
I have to add...I don't work for the company that makes Xanax!
I've taken it for years and have had no problems at all with it...here's my story.
I've taken Xanax twice in my life, the first time I took it everyday for almost six years.
I took two pills everyday.
Then one day I woke up and the panic attacks were gone.
My Doctor helped me get off them by SLOWLY cutting my dosage down over time.
We did it so slowly that I had no withdrawel symptoms.
I didn't have a panic attack for years.
Then one night they came back.
I tried to fight them off by myself, but eventually I went back on the Xanax.
I started out that time with the two pills everyday again.
They started to go away again...I was back down to only half a pill a day.
Then I had some other health problems...I have severe arthritis in both my knees and couldn't walk or stand for more than 15 to 20 minutes at a time.
My Doctor wouldn't let me work anymore.
Needless to say there were money problems.
That got to me big time, but I was still only taking half a pill a day.
I was finally left with no choice but to file for SSI...I can't have my knee's replaced because I'm allergic to certain kinds of plastic..one of which they use in making the replacment knees.
I was lucky, it only took six months for my SSI to be approved.
I guess with my knees, panic disorder, OCD and being slightly bi-polar, they thought I was a real mess!!!
During this time my panic got so much worse, that with my Doctor's approval I went back up to one pill a day.
I was doing great until Christmas day...I don't have a clue in the world what happened, but the panic attacks started getting worse again.
I know how addictive Xanax is and I didn't want to take more, so I called my Doctor and made an appointment.
I tired Zoloft, but had an allergic reaction to it.
Then tried Paxil, same allergic reaction.
I went back to my Doctor and we talked about the fact that I knew how addictive it is and the fact that I didn't want to up the dosage.
But the one pill a day just wasn't doing it.
So my Doctor said that he didn't think that the medication was staying in my system long enough.
I'm now on a lower dosage, but I take it twice a day.
Even though I take two a day, my dosage didn't increase, the ones I take now are just fewer millgrams.
This is working great for me, same amount just spread out over the day.
So yes, I know it's very addictive, I knew that going into it almost twenty years ago.
But, I refused to ever let myself let the dosage be raised.
I guess maybe the best thing to do is to make sure you have a Doctor that you trust, to know going in that it's a very addictive drug and if at anytime you feel that you need to take more, pick up the phone and call your Doctor for an appointment. |