Zoider

Success Stories, eh?
We'll.. I have a semi-sucess storie.
I started suffering from this dreaded Panic Disorder, back in September, and I started having a really hard time with it. I mean, a really hard time, I couldn't do anything, I constantly, had to be under survalliance, or.. if I wasn't I would go into a major panic, attack, and think I was going to die, start shaking (major), crying, and we all know the dreaded panic.. I spend many hours in Hospital ER's, just to hear them say, I was perfect, and I couldn't get any healthier if I tried. I never thought, I would get out of it, then I started posting here, and. reading that other people lived like I did, and I slowly started to come of my pit of doom.. I started spending time all alone, I started to get out, and goto Parties again.. I'm almost back to the way, I used to be now, except for the very occasional, little jolt, I feel, in my chest, when I think of something medical related. So I guess you could say I have this beat, in my way. And I hope you get over yours too, I know it doesn't seem like you ever will, and what not, but I felt the same way, and being in my teens, its not easier to not be able to go out, with your friends, or your girlfriend, without breaking down, and have a full-blown attack.
If you wanted to know, about meds.. I was pre-scribed .5mgs of Ativan, the tablets under the tounge. But, I never really, took them. Only when I felt I could not "Possibly" take any more of this, I took one.. During the whole time, I only took 12pillz, so you could say, I almost beat this even without meds. I hope my success story helped.. If it didn't I'm sorry, thers not much else, I can do but wish for the best. Good-Luck!

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"It's not the bullet that kills you, it's the hole."

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Zoider - "It's not the bullet that kills you, it's the hole."