Hey DCJ,
I to obsess and stay vigilant over my fears.I used to worry about my breathing 24/7.It developed into an obsession so to speak of watching everyone breathe.I was only seeing how they breathed coz I felt i wasnt breathing correctly.
I currently take Buspar,Paxil and occ Atarax.It doesnt help!Yes we do come trough the other side because we're still here!
Best wishes of getting to the other side and never going back