thats really sad that happened! i had recovered for along time and than had gotten on birth control, my anxiety came back. but it was more over night, i had obsessive scary thoughts that were out of my control,literaly. i kept telling my doctor that this is not normal nad that i'd had relly bad anxiety before and knew how to deal with it, and that this was not it, he kept teling me "will it's because of you're life and past experience with anxiety that you have this again",i believed him because i was so out of it, nothing like i exsperienced before, i was almost commited, i went to a different doctor, and told her everything she actually listened to me and took me off, and sure enough it was the birth control, the other doctor scared me so much thinking that is was me, and if i were to qiut taking the birth control and got pregnant i'd be alot worse, so to tell you the truth with out having the skills i had from that program, i would not be here today, because it was out of my control, i was on 300 mg of serzone for 3 years (thats how long i went through it) now am totally off of it it took me a year to get off,but i am now and probably 98% better and it's been almost 2 years since i've gotten off the pill, so i know how scary that can be, although you're exsperience was alot worse. i'm glad you're ok.
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