| | this happen with anyone?
i have and autistic 5 year old and a 3 month old (both boys) and during the time in between i lost a son (stillborn). here is the thing, between the stress of isaac the 5 year old and keeping up the house it feels like i have no real time to bond with my little one. also, whenever i think about ian (the son we lost) i feel sort of unfeeling towards tristan. its improving but at first it was a little hard for me. it was like i was dishonoring our other sons memory to move on with our new son. anyhow i was wondering if anyone else have a similar problem with bonding with their newborns.