my dad died 4 years ago...when i was 18
to me he was the best dad in the world, we laughed all the time, had a great relationship and were very alike
we are/were not a kissy kissy kind of family, nor do/did we hug a lot, we just got on....
anyway, i dont know how me and my mum got onto the subject but she said that when i was little, and he picked me up (to carry me to the table/put me in the car/cuddle me when i cried), he'd get an erection
i was never abused mentally, physically or sexually by my dad, as i said, we had a good (if not great!) father daughter relationship
but this revelation has TOTALLY freaked me out, i mean is it normal? i dont wanna think of my dad as a perv, but ***?
i cant believe she told me
can anyone help?