Kaitie

Hi Everyone. I'm just so down at the moment. I got laid off yesterday from my job of 2.5 years. I worked part time during the school year and full time (40hrs. plus) in the summer weeks.

I loved everyone who worked there, and I don't know what I'm going to do now that I won't see them. (They were all older - but we talked about EVERYTHING!)

I'm so sad - there are so many questions I need to get answered. My Manager wanted to keep me on all summer, she asked me to confirm full time just last week, and then my big boss said "Time for restructuring - we have too many people on" and now I'm out. I don't know if that is the real reason or not though, or if it's because I did something wrong....ahhhh - I'm just so upset. I cried for like the whole night last night.

I hate my life - stuff like this always happens...I spend the entire time trying to find some sort of balance in my life, and then the second I start feeling really good - something happens (Like this) and I'm all flustered and upset and hateful again.

The world says to me: "Okay - Kaitie, are you happy? Oh you are! Okay, are you feeling safe, and comfortable in your life right now? Oh you are that too - thats great! Now hang on because I'm about to take that ALL away! HA HA!"

Cry...
Kaitie