Hi Kya,
I haven't heard from you for awhile and was wondering if you're OK. It seems like some of our last notes got erased or something so I don't know if you responded or not. How are you feeling? I hope you're having a nice holiday weekend. Did you and your husband do anything fun so far? Mine's not so good.
Friday night my husband told me how smelly I was from the reuben I ate for lunch and then would not speak to me. Yesterday...same thing, barely spoke a word to me. I tried several times to strike up a conversation with no luck whatsoever. All he did was snip at me...told me, "You need to learn how to knock..." (He couldn't hear my knock at the door.) Then I accidently spilled some pop & quickly apologized while running to get something to wipe it up. He was NASTY. I got aggravated & said, "What is WRONG with you these past few days?! I just don't understand...you're finally out of that dreadful hotel that you hated (he's in the trailer)...your dad's out of the hospital & doing well. You'd think you'd be happy. You seemed happier at the hotel." He simply said, "Oh yeah, that's all that it takes..."
The rest of the night was spent in silence for the most part. I'd even offered to take us out to dinner since his friend was out for the night, but he wasn't interested. Then at midnight he got up and said he was going to bed, more or less telling me it was time to leave. I asked if he wanted to make any plans for today & he went off again. He said, "I'm not in a very good mood these past few days. I don't feel like talking. Just go do your thing with your family." I just gave him a kiss and left...brokenhearted once again.
Whatever the problem is, he refuses to discuss it. I don't know if it's something I said/did (although I don't know what that could be). Or if he's miserable in that trailer park, or if it's his financial situation, or maybe his parents are starting to get on him, or if he has a drug problem and cannot afford to indulge it. So far today, I haven't had a call from him. Funny thing is that his co-worker called my cell phone looking for him. I said he wasn't in and he asked if I could have my husband call to confirm whether or not they have to work tomorrow. If he thinks I'm driving 30 miles round trip to deliver that message, he'd better think again. He was too hateful and irrational towards me. I'm not going some place where I'm going to be treated like dirt.
So that's been my weekend. I wish I could've just gone to work instead of sitting around thinking about all this. Got any opinions/advice for me? Maybe your husband could offer some as well?
The weather here has been beautiful so I did more fence painting. Tomorrow I might scrub out the inside of my car real good and vaccuum it out. My dog sheds like crazy and no matter how careful I am with putting a sheet over the seat, the hair still manages to get on the upholstery & stick like glue.
I hope you're doing well. I can imagine you're probably busy with your family. How's your daughter doing at college? Any better?
Lori
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