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Old 03-28-2010, 11:30 PM   #1
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I'm angry all the time.

I'm always angry. I hit things, and I scream. I've hit people, I've even hit my own Mom. I punch walls, I break all my sisters belongings, and it's not enough. I still feel angry.

I've talked to counselors, and talked to specialists, they've tried putting me on bi polar medicine, but it makes it worse. I'm getting even angrier.

What's wrong with me?!?!? I try breathing, meditating, and smoking weed even. Everything just makes me angrier. It doesn't go away, I go to church, I've talked to priests, and even a Rabi, but I'm just angry all the time. I can't sit in class for very long without something making me mad, then they make me leave because I'm a danger to the students.

I'm afraid I'm going to end up some psycho serial killer, and I'm going to Hell. Please help, I don't like this, is there any thing that can make me less angry. I try doing things I love, but they don't suit me anymore. I've practically tried everything. And it doesn't work, please help. I'm desperate.

 
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Old 03-28-2010, 11:39 PM   #2
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Re: I'm angry all the time.

Well ...how much therapy have you had? why don't you stay in treatment? and why are you not on medication to calm you down? You have done a lot of talking to others about your anger but are you taking anyone's advise or have you ever stayed in a treatment program? There are two sides to every story so what is the other side of yours? I am sorry you feel so angry all the time and you must know that you need to learn to control it or you will end up in the legal system and you really need to be in the mental health system.

 
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Old 04-05-2010, 02:32 PM   #3
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Re: I'm angry all the time.

Hey there. This is my 1st post here. But I've been BPD for most of my life (I'm 36).

1st off, there's more than 1 type of medication. I've been on 10 different AD just in the past year. You have to try different ones to see what works. Even combos of things sometimes.

You really need to get into some kind of treatment program. Whether it be a therapist, group, inpatient, outpatient, all the above. You can't do this on your own. I'm curious do you have other moods besides the anger? Have you tried an anti-anxiety med like Ativan or Klonopin?

I wish you the best.

 
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