I'm angry all the time.
I'm always angry. I hit things, and I scream. I've hit people, I've even hit my own Mom. I punch walls, I break all my sisters belongings, and it's not enough. I still feel angry.
I've talked to counselors, and talked to specialists, they've tried putting me on bi polar medicine, but it makes it worse. I'm getting even angrier.
What's wrong with me?!?!? I try breathing, meditating, and smoking weed even. Everything just makes me angrier. It doesn't go away, I go to church, I've talked to priests, and even a Rabi, but I'm just angry all the time. I can't sit in class for very long without something making me mad, then they make me leave because I'm a danger to the students.
I'm afraid I'm going to end up some psycho serial killer, and I'm going to Hell. Please help, I don't like this, is there any thing that can make me less angry. I try doing things I love, but they don't suit me anymore. I've practically tried everything. And it doesn't work, please help. I'm desperate.