I am a diagnosed Borderline Personality and lately I am finding it difficult to stop disassociating myself from the present and into my own world.... anyone know how to stop and live in the current moment.
I feel like I am hiding but I prefer my own space and company. I think this is letting others think I am inconsiderate and selfish.
I can't explain it to my husband and he is feeling rejected by me and yet he is the love of my life and I don't blame him for my disorder but he gets to a point he cannot understand nor does he like the fact that I isolate myself from him and my children.
Sometimes I am very mute and communication is difficult. I cannot expect my children to understand either.
How does one find more acceptable terms of living with this disorder. I have a psychosis as well in this respect. Can behavioural changes be made? or do I accept that this is my life?????????