Hey guys Thanks for your super fast responses! what would i do with you all, your definately God sent!
Ok to start out I think i will ask for zoloft, I have tried many meds but none really work to take them long term, seems like when you find something that works after a few months you have to take more and more of it, so i dont want to be dependant on meds, but this time I am giving up for sure i need somethng to help me through these tough and stressful times...I will ask for zoloft tomorrow when i go see my medical doc, Thanks for the advice.
*** Kant- you also have agoraphobia/panic, I am almost positive that thyroid problems causes all these mental illnesses, but try convincing the docs lol no chance.
I also developed it out of the blue, it just started and I didnt want to leave my room to go to school when i was 18 so i dropped out
sad but I couldnt handle the stress, I have always felt like a failure because I never had the strength to go back to school, fear just ruled my life, the only time that I felt well enough to go out was when I was on prozac, and I enrolled in casino dealer school and met my husband there and that was 9 yrs ago! so I guess God must have planned that very well, since he knew that I wouldnt be able to meet anyone else since I never used to leave the house.
My husband knows about my problem and thats what keeps me sane, he understands and helps me out alot, especially with my children, but now they are growing they are 3 and 4 yrs old, and they wonder why I dont go out, I am going to start taking depression meds too, that way at least i can force myself to go out, I need to do this for them, its not fair that they wont have any memories of mom going to parks etc...
I am glad your doing well kant, I bet it has been a great relief to have that thyroid out of your body, I wish I find a doc soon that is willing to remove it.
**nasty hashi- thats just what I should do is force myself to go out, for instance this week I had 3 appts and now i am not even getting dangerous going to appts like i normally do, the thing with m eis that I have to get out daily because if I stay in for 3 or 4 days oh boy trouble errupts because i start getting nervous again,I also avoid weddings, imagine I want to go to church and I dont know what to do I need to go but its so hard for me, especially since I am social phobic too, grr
I will force myself to go to church on sunday there I am sure i will meet christian friends and maybe i can start going out more, the friends that I have met here in florida only like to go to clubs and party, definately not my kind of Place for sure.
anyway i hope it all goes well with your neuro its so hard convincing these docs that the thyroid is related to these mental issues,so as soon as I meet a doc that isnt willing to listen i let him go and go to the next, I have a really good med doc, he sends me for whatever tests i ask him for, i take a long list and he is happy to help me out, especially since he doenst know much about thyroid problems. anyway guys I hope we all get well soon, its very nice knowing that at least we are not alone, and that we can support one another GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANKS A BUNCH!!