Im kinda new to this so bare with me lol. For as long as i can remember i have had a fear of balloons. So much so that, when i was 0 to 11 years old, i avoided parties and school classes where there would be balloons involved. I would run in the other direction when i saw anybody with balloons.
This fear changed in my teen years, I became fascinated with balloons, and i would go to my room and blow them up and bounce them around. I still could not be near anybody with them. This developed into a sexual fetish i suppose you could say (i wont go into detail).
I am now 25 years old. The fear has become less strong, but definitely not gone and the fetish part remains.
I guess im hoping to find others who may be similar to me, and maybe an some information on why this fear has "changed" to a fetish.