Hello!!! I'm new to this group and seeking some peace of mind!!! I am a 30 year old mother of 2. I have always had anxiety problems but they have significantly increased since having kids. I have been on and off anxiety meds and have recently starting taking Wellbrutin again after being off of them for almost a year. Im on my third week back on the pills and I have noticed my general anxiety getting better (feelings of being overwhelmed, being easily agitated, etc) but now I have this impending sense of doom feeling that is worse than it has ever been....
I feel like something is going to happen to me and my boys will be without their mother. Everyday I wake up the first thing that pops into my head is this is my last day. I feel like my time is almost up and Im terrified. I know deep down this is just my anxiety talking but then I start thinking that maybe Im having premonitions, or maybe I think about it so much that Im going to will it to happen!!
I start crying and then I toss and turn for hours (and then I get up to make sure the gas on the stove isnt on and the doors are locked
). Im so scared!!!!!