PcosGirl17

Hey, im 17 years old. for as long as i can remember ive had dark patches on my skin, around my neck and elbows, in between my breasts and near my groin. I even have discoloration around the whites of my eyes. Ive always been self concious about it, and i went to several doctors for it. No one ould tell me what it was. Also, i began puberty extremely early, almost around 7 years of age. i was always a skinny child, but after hitting puberty i just seemed to blow up like a baloon. Everyone just thought it was because i overate or didnt excersise. I dieted, played sports( ***** i loved) and did everything i could to get the weight back of when i was around 14. I also began to notice that i had alot moe hair then i should have. thick peachfuzz on my back, my breasts and even on my face. the doctors always chalked it up to my ethnicity, being italian and cuban. But when i missed three months of my period, i went and got checked out. Turns out i have pcos. On top of that, i have an iron deficiency and a twisted( not severly) uterus. I also have a cyst on my kidney and one on my overy. I have been feeling so helpless, as i always wanted children. And right now, my odds dont seem to be in my favor, i feel like life is just toying with me. I have a very supportive boyfriend, and he knows all about my risks and symptoms, and he has suggested, when the time was right, surrogacy or adoption. Even though those are to wonderful choices, i still want to be able to carry a baby inside me, feel a life growing in my womb. Please, if you have any tips, for weight loss, hair removal, skin cleansing, anything. Even just support of a friend or a listener, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Sorry it was so long, but i know you all know what im going through.