When I was 22 I started gaining lots of weight quite rapidly even though my eating habits were not that different. I am 34 now and I have been dealing with extreme heavy periods that would last for months. I have been in the ER 3 times for blood transfusions because I became SO anemic. I am also hypothyroid and just diagnosed with PCOS.
I think I may be suffering from depression as well... I feel so down all the time, I have anger problems, I have no care for anything anymore not even myself.
I have a problem marriage, I drink alcohol on the weekends and sometimes it gets out of hand. I don't clean house anymore, havent for years now. Everything in my house has gone to **** and so has my marriage.
I honestly don't know how much longer I can handle all of this...
I keep having more and more heath problems, my lifestyle sucks, my marriage sucks, my job doesnt pay crap, I have no health insurance, I have never had kids... now I don't really even care to. My husband resents me... and always asks me when am going to ever leave him.
I ask myself why am I even still breathing?? Because this life I have is a nightmare... I hate it and everything in it.