girl3900

Back in February, I had an very serious event happen...my life was in jeopardy for 4 months. I've done my research on PTSD and it says that the symptoms and triggers should be gone after 3 months. It's been 6 for me and my anxiety is still through the roof. At times, I still get the flashbacks and they're so intense that it's almost as if I black-out and go into a fit of rage for a couple of minutes until they pass. Sometimes I'm afraid of what i'm capable of doing when I get that bad. Right now, I'm averaging about 1 breakdown a week...is this still normal? I've seen numerous therapists and have been on drugs but they still don't help me. I also seem to have the worst generalized anxiety i've ever had. I had it before the incident but now it's sky rocketed and it's almost intolerable. I've become a HUGE hypochondriac too and i'm not sure why. I'm so irritable and depressed most days that i'm not sure if i'll ever be myself again. I'm wondering if it's okay to still feel like this after so much time has passed and if these are symptoms of ptsd?