| | I Need Help, I Am Going Crazy!!
Hello everyone....I feel like I am going crazy.
I have had this terrible feeling since February 2004 that I am about to die.
This came after a few months of constant everyday stress and worry.
In November 2003, I thought I might have came in contact with HIV and that totally had me scared. That was on my mind everyday for months.
In January 2004, my Grandfather passed away, and I basically watched this since December 2003...he died very slowly...I was with him in the hospital for 3 days and then he went home and the next day he died. I was at his house when he died and everybody went crazy...it was a very devastating moment.
Then from then on, all everybody talked about for a month was death, and everyone was very depressed and very sad.
Then on Valentines Day this year, I got the feeling that I was about to die, and have had it ever since...not as bad...but sometimes it comes and goes.
I think crazy things and if I see something bad, I think it is going to happen to me...and I really question my religious beliefs now, which I never used to.
I just feel like I am going crazy and that I am never going to get better.
I was on Paxil Cr 25mg for awhile...but it didnt really help.
Could this be Post Traumatic Stress?
What can I do to get rid of this?
Any advice will be greatly appreciated...Thank You and God Bless!!