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Hi i have been in counceling since i was 15 ,my step dad was an abusive alcholic my real dad a successful dr whom never had time for me and mom in denial anyhow over the years i have come to terms with all of this i also dated a guy for 4 years whom i did not know was a cocaine freak he use to beat me up and put me in bad situations i blamed myself for his outbursts anyhow hes gone most issues resolved but i have panic disorder i am also married with a son and daughte i get along great with my daughter 5 but my son whim has add hes 10 i have issues with as well as my husband i tend to blow up easily at them and ifeel sometimes the rage my dad had towards me me and both dad are cool now and i dont have the fear of step dad or abondement feeling i had from real dad but i still feel like sometime the past kicks in is this ptsd?
i hate being mean but i do tend to get that way towards men sorry any advice?
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