Help! I'm at my whit's end.
Hey everyone. (my attempt is to get through this without sobbing.. not sure it'll happen)
Anyways, I'm 17 years old. I've had really really bad experiences with guys. Read some of my other posts and you'll understand. I guy asked me out on monday (highschool relationship - don't have to "go out" before you're a girlfriend) anyways, I'm scared. I'm completely terrified. I thought I was ready.. but maybe I wasn't.. I'm terrified of any physical contact with him, and I"m scared to death to see him. He put his arm around my shoulder today and I jump like 10 feet and then moved far away, he was actually really ticked off to. And then he tried to kiss me.. I can't do it.. I dont' want to.. but I feel so childish and then I get so scared that I'll be like this forever. My one dream has always been to marry and have children. How can I do this?? I'm scared.. I know I"m young but its hard..
Anyways, thanks for listening.