Re: I think I have some serious "psychosis" or something.
Thanks for your response, it's nice to hear that someone has gotten through it. My therapist is wonderful, very caring and the thing is that I never dealt with this. I've been harboring these feelings, emotions, memories and never ever spoke of them. He didn't want to dig that memory up, it just kinda happened at home. I was thinking to much about what our sessions were going to be like and then remembered the first time. I remembered details, things I had forgotten or blocked out, or I don't know. I'm reliving it daily and want it to desperately stop. I can't handle all this. I feel like I need to get it out, but our next appt is in 2wks and I'm afraid I won't last that long. I know this probably doesn't make any sense, that's why I'm starting to think I'm going crazy or something. I'm scared.