Let me first say that if you need a safe place to come to; we are here.
As I am not familiar with your history, I will go out on a limb and say that you may have had symptoms prior. If you are unsure you can "share" with us and we will definitely provide feedback.
If you are not comfortable with going that route, speak with a therapist about it but by all means do not keep it bottled inside, PLEASE(said with sincerity).
Take care and God Bless.Love and respect,forthemasses only.