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Originally Posted by red_five  I've looked up information on this subject and found no satisfying answer. Now that I have cyber friends, this is really embarassing, but here goes anyway.
I was 4 when I was raped by a group of boys. My only recollection of sensation is a dream in which I experienced excruciating vaginal pain followed by a bloody discharge.
When I was 5, I was molested by a couple of boys. It hurt like the dickens.
I also experienced my first orgasms at 5. The event was unrelated to abuse. I have read that children, even infants, can experience orgasm. But I've only read that this was by manipulation by another person. To my knowledge, this was never the case with me.
I've always figured this was just a normal childhood experience. I didn't know at the time what the pleasant sensation was called, but I remember it clearly, and much later I found out the name.
If anybody has read the information I've been looking for, I just wondered if that was normal? Can it be related to early sexual experiences?
Really embarassed, but curious,
Nikki |
Dear Nikki,
As you have already read the Kinsey research from the 1950's, you know that girls at an early age are more "sexually curious" than boys. I need not go into details.
Then there is a report from Life Planning Education, Washington DC Advocates of Youth that states most "sex play" as they put it, is done out of curiosity.
Then there is Freud with "Infant Pleasure Potentials."
As ICC(ICY) has stated, another child is not necessary to experience the orgasm.
If I had to look at it from a deeper level (when don't I) I would say that your childhood trauma brought more attention and thus curiosty to the vaginal area, thus the need to "explore" arose.
Remember that children process information differently at various stages in their life.
Take care
God Bless
FTM
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