HI Jen,
Welcome we will do all that we can to help you. You have taken 2 very big steps already. Acknowledging that you have a problem, and asking for help!!!! It will be an uphill battle, but WELL worth the effort, fight, sweat, and tears that you put into it. Freedom from the grips of depression. Freedom from the BEAST of PTSD., and freedom from SI.........
There are so many wonderful, warm caring, people here that will do whatever to help you get healthy, but you have to be willing to do the work.
So welcome again......
Hugs,
Sid