***redfive***** - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Message Board

stick2013 · 02-18-2007, 10:00 AM

Nikki,

Ok, it's been 3 days since your last post..............Where are you????? I know that tomorrow is the big day, so please come back to earth....... Nikki, please let us help hon. I know that you are probably half out of your head by now, but it's OK.......Nikki, get grounded. Stay focused, and PLEASE post to us....

I love you hon, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs,

Sid

hergy · 02-18-2007, 07:30 PM

Thanks for remembering, Sid. Yeah, I'm more than half out of my head, but I've been zoning out.

Nightmares, memories, returning feelings of guilt, shame and fear sort of hit me like a brick. I'm letting myself dissociate. It's happening naturally and it seems to be right for the moment. I realize that isn't therapeutic, but la-la land seems to be the perfect place to be right now.

My best friend offered to come with me, but I want to do it alone. My appointment is in the town where she lives. She'll be a phone call away and we're planning to go out for the afternoon. Appointment's at 9am.

I love you, too. Sorry I waited so long.

Nikki

Phoenix · 02-19-2007, 03:24 AM

Sis,

We've worked on a lot here and if you stay focused, truly focused, you will get through this with no problem.

A Beatle's song went: "All you need is love" and you definitely have that here, in spades, hearts, clubs and diamonds; with kings, queens, aces, jacks, etc.

"Just remembering how far you've come will get you further."

Forthemasses
Take care
God Bless
FTM

Plus I can't return my outfit. Hang in there sis.

"Love is all you need."

stick2013 · 02-19-2007, 04:39 AM

Nikki,

I know how hard this must be for you, but if you can get through this.......YOU can do anything!!!!!!! Just remember everything. Stay in the here and now, stay focused, breathe deep, and remember that we are all with you in out thoughts, and prayers.....You have come so far hon, I have faith in you....

Love n hugs......SQUISHY ONES.....

My

Love you bunches,

Sid

ICC · 02-19-2007, 06:14 AM

Nikki---i'm here too. you're not going alone. Sid and I will ake care of you and FTM will crack us all up. You'll be nervous and maybe even shaky and sweaty but you'll be fine. let us know when you are done. we'll be here.

Love you,
Grasshopper