| Re: flashbacks v disassociation
isitme,
Flashbacks......Something will trigger it, and it brings you right back in time. It's your mind going back. It's like you are there again and it's happening all over again. You can smell the same smells, feel the same feelings, feel the pain even, the fear, everything is back again.
There can also be the ones that drive me batty. I only see what I call Clips of movies, or pictures of just 1 thing of the trauma. It will play in my head over and over and over.
disassociation.. Harder to explain....For me.....Time stops.....I usually disassociate when I am driving. ((((((NOT GOOD))))) I don't remember driving from point a. to point b. But I remember what I was thinking about. Usually the trauma. Something has triggered me to do it too. Usually a thought about the trauma. A thought about one of my triggers. If I am in a bad way emotionally, it happens.
Ok so I really didn't explain it very good. I am sorry....
Hugs,
Sid
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