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Originally Posted by self-destruct  Ok so im gonna go line by line here, i cant comprehend all at once and my brain is to scattered to respond all at once. please excuse my rudeness, and sometimes my judgement, and lack of understanding, its been a tough week
The point of life (and don't share this with too many others) is to be able to rise above adversity and know that in doing so, there are many more storms to weather.
ok but what happens when you cant "weather the storms" i have fought through so much, and honestly dont have the strength to do anymore. and this is not a "woe is me" situation. i know plenty of people that have it worse than i do. but apparently they are just stronger than i am. i guess ive just given up i cant do it anymore.
The point is that we are all here for a purpose and some of us don't even realize that.
yeah the point of my life. not really sure there is one. well maybe to sleep, or to wake up and be a ***** with a capital B. i cant go through a day without feeling like i want to strangle somebody. or myself for that matter.
The point is that the more we ask why, the less answers we are going to get.
but for all questions there should be an answer. i need an answer, its just who i am
i dont mean to complain, or make it sound like i dont want the advise, i just need to question and i need answers. im not trying to make it sound like im so much worse off, becasue i am probably not. im just having a hard time
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Dear SD:
No offense taken.
You say that you can't weather the storms.
You don't have the strength
but yet you found something inside of you that brings you here.
You could have chosen not to come here(and i'm glad you did) but you did.
There is strength in choices also.
Despite your depressed mood you still made it here; accept it as destiny.
Here, at this pint in time, you were meant to be here, with us.
I say "us" because none of us can do this alone.
We all come here with the commonality of PTSD but also have other attributes that we bring to the table.
No person is an island here.
It may be difficult to get your bearings now but remember back when that you learned to crawl and then run?
If you need
our insight (which i find to be invaluable) we are right here.
Question if you need to but remember that even we collectively do not have all the answers. It is through the "collective conscious" that we help each other.
Some of us have been there, done that and have yet to "do that."
The point of your life:
You responded to our post and personally, that helped me; to know that you are struggling and yet find enough energy to want to yield a better quality of living.
You are not a nobody and if you felt that, please refrain from thinking this way because you have posted here and you are now part of your family:
you are somebody.....that matters.
When I said
the more we ask why, the less answers we will get
I meant it metaphorically; just like a person would ask "why did this have to happen to me and not someone else?"
You may be having a hard time
right now but there is sunshine behind that dark cloud and you have the ability to move it.
Let us help you towards seeing that...................please.
I'm reminded of that lotto slogan "you've got to be in it to win it."
Well "you've got to refuse it to lose it."
We really want to help but you have to take that first step.
Take care
God Bless
Ryan
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