HI
, I WORK IN EMERGENCY SERVICES AND SEE MY SHARE OF CRAP, SOME DAYS I CAN HADLE IT AND OTHERS I GO HOME AND STARE AT THE WALLS WAITING FOR DARKNESS.
I DO NOT HAVE THE ANSWER BUT I GET UP EVERY DAY AND CONTINUE TRYING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOME ONES LIFE....I DO BELIEVE I MAY BE LEAVING MY JOB FOR A KINDER AND GENTEL WAY....MY JOB SOME TIMES SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF ME AND SENDS ME INTO THE DARK SIDE OF PTSD...
I AM HAVING A GOOD DAY TODAY EVEN THOUGH WE HAD TWO FATAL CAR WRECKS IN TOWN....IT WONT HIT ME TILL LATER... I AM GLAD THE BOARDS ARE HERE...IT HELPS TO TALK ABOUT IT...
ISITME, HANG IN THERE THE DARK CLOUD WILL LIFT. TRY WATCHING PBS, STAY AWAY FROM CNN....
K