Originally Posted by littlesadone
Sometimes it just seems like the pain will never end and the healing will never come.....
Yes in the depths of despair I completely agree it can feel like this pain will never ever end - that it is a life sentence without hope of parole, or even temporary reprieve. Feelings of psychological pain so overwhellming, consuming and draining every ounce of life from your soul that there is nothing left but a void of more pain.
I truly truly wish and hope that others around you can witness your distress and that yu may reach out to them - whoever they may be - friends, clergy, acquanitances, medical professional, allied health practitioners - and seek out that most needed of unconditional support. I pray that this support will enter you life. (and I'm not a religious person) Because I too truly appreciate the pain of feeling that this horrible feeling will never ever end. It is just soul destroying, denuding your spirit.
littlesadone, please take a chance to trust again, just a little, and reach out to at least one of those people around you. I hear and feel your pain, I was there too . . . .
let me know how you get on, take care, waratah x x x