Tigre thanks for responding. I'm not sure where to go for help. My employer offers a mental health service where you call into some 800# for help and if they think you need serious counseling they refer you to someone locally. I worry whatever I say to counselor will be shared with my employer.
Besides the leg injury last year that I still have nightmares about, I had a head injury about 12 yrs ago that left me with a concussion. I didn't have insurance at time so received no treatment for it. Ever since I feel like I don't reason as well, you know I just don't think as fast or as logically. So I worry it did some damage to my brain.
The bad thing about freaking out in the cave was it was my first date with a new person. Today I was told we won't be going out ever again.
[This message has been edited by AngelaA (edited 08-30-2003).]