| | It so Scary!
A couple of weeks ago I went to the hospital, I had big anxiety attack and depression, when I got out of the hospital I was feeling really strange like things were not the same. I lost track of time, I didn't felt my body, I lost my sense of taste and smell, I felt like I was in a dream or when I just woke up and I am not fully awake, I didn't regonize people, well it took me time to regonize them and even myself in the mirror, I got lost very eassily and it like I was not me, even my name I forgot it, I had forget my past, well it was more eassy for me to remember my past a long time ago then what I did last month, all that was so strange.
How can I forget who I was, I also didn't regonize where I live, I did but things were different, it was so scary and strange. My therapist told me all that sound like I had a Post Traumastic Stress Disorder and Dissociation, I did had heard about this before but not much so having what I had I thought I was going crazy and I never thought I could even forget who I was.
I had this for almost 2 weeks and I still feel space out when I wake up sometime, I am less sharp then I was, I feel very slow. How long PTSD can stay and did it come back often after you had PSTD or did some of you have it only one time? I am very scare of this but I am glad to know that other have it too and it can go aways coz after a couple of days having it I start to got very scare but it was odd I could not cry or scream it like i was frooze, even my feelings I could not expressed them I was just saying things are different and strange and I don't feel my body. Now I am better but I got big anxiety attack after my PTSD and that too it's scary.