| | please tell me I am not alone...
Ok this is my fourth pg. YOu'd think I wouldn't be paranoid, but in each pg early on before heartbeat being heard and showing I always think something is wrong. Right now I just don't feel pregnant. I am about 11 weeks along. A few weeks ago I was getting sick off and on and getting cramps here and there, which I hate getting sick but like it because it make sme feel pregnant.
My next appointment is Sept. 3 I am so scared. I just want to hear the heartbeat!
I keep trying to feel my uterus, to feel if it seems bigger. But I can't tell. Yeah I just lost 60 lbs, but I am still not skinny. Hard to seea little pooch and it is still early.
The only thing that has been happenning lately is me peeig in my pants when I sneeze, which makes me think my uterus is growing.
Ughh, I just need to be talked down or something. I can't be the only one who feels this way.
I remember when my sister-in-law was pg with her first I had mentioned how I felt paranoid early on in pgs, and she said that never even crossed her mind. I couldn't believe it.
I am sorry if I am putting these thought into anyone else's head whow were fine before they reda this, but I really needed to vent and I have always been supported here before.
Hey heavenllyhash how are you??