Here's My Update On Invisible Baby
I went to see my OB-GYN today with my mom, because I was still having pain that I knew didn't feel right.
In 24 hours I've been told in the ER that my baby is JUST FINE in my uterus, then in the doc's office today he saw NOTHING (in my uterus at least) except for a blocked fallopian tube and a huge cyst in the same area, tells me there's a 98% chance it's ectopic, because with my hormone levels they would see at least the sac in my uterus, and the symptoms i'm having fit, and i am having laparoscopic surgery tomorrow morning to remove the entire fallopian tube, right ovary, and cysts...and they're going to take a look at my left side to see those cysts, and try to fix things so I still have some chance at having another baby.
I've done nothing but smoke cigarettes and cry. Not only am I devasted that I am going to lose this baby, but I am terrified of having this surgery that I don't even get a chance to prepare myself for.