Possible Prostate Damage After Self Massage
(This post gets rather disgusting/sick very quickly and I am really sorry if this is in the wrong forum.)
I'm not really sure what I was thinking and I know I was being stupid but for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to try and massage my prostate for self stimulation. It worked and I think I tried it about 4 times over the course of about a week and a half.
On the fourth (last) time I experienced some pain the next day. At first I assumed I'd pulled a muscle in my leg but it wasn't long before I noticed where the pain was. This was 5 days ago now and I hadn't really considered the consequences until I did a google search out of curiosity and there's some really terrifying stories.
I think I massaged too roughly because the sites I found explaining how to do it didn't really warn about any consequences. I have stopped now of course,
There was no blood and I checked my stool last night and everything appeared to be normal (ie there's no blood, I have no idea if it's the exact shade of brown or whatever I should've checked).
To begin with the pain was quite bad and I had to walk with a slight limp, it felt like something was tapping my testicles whenever I walked which was obviously quite uncomfortable. However, now I think the pain is a bit weaker. Although I still feel it, I don't need to walk with a limp anymore even at a fast pace. I'm a bit worried that it's just because I've gotten used to it rather than because it actually has got better, but it's definitely less noticeable.
I am terrified of the idea of seeing a doctor because I am a teenager and the thought of explaining this to them is worrying enough but I don't think I'd be able to tell my mother how it happened so if anyone has any advice, please share it!