| Frustrated
I have been emotionally and or physically abused alot of my life. I have come to terms with most of it and have no problem.
My ex husband was one of the worst. Physically and emotionally. It got worse after the last time I found him cheating. As always he made it out to be my fault. I asked for a divorce, he was mad. I refused to have sex with him after that, it was the end of Nov 2009. At christmas we went and visited his family (they had already bought the tickets). At that time he started raping me. I didnt fight really but I always said no the whole time. When we got back it got worse. He would hold me down, and do it in front of our young child.
I never reported him or went to the hospital, although atleast twice I needed to. so he lives on a normal life. He let his friends hurt me also and then didnt even care, said he didnt see it so oh well.
He was also abusive to our child. I never witnessed him hitting the child but I found finger marks a coupe of times that were there for a week. He yells and gets angry. He once almost pulled the childs arm out of the socket, screamed in the childs face and threw the child to the ground (from the sitting position). I immediately protected my child and he went to come after me but his friends held him back.
I have moved on. He lives close to us and sometimes visits or calls. What is frustrating me is that he recently joined a bike club that is bikers against child abuse. He just keeps promoting their stuff even though he is a child and spouse abuser. Is it dumb for that to make me upset?
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