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Old 02-07-2013, 06:56 PM   #1
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How do i know if i was raped as a child?

When i was 4 my parents took us on a vacation in a small province. There my grand mother always ask us (Me and my brother) to sleep at noon.
Then i have this vague memory of when we are sleeping at noon at uncle who is still a teenager that time 13-15 i think was on top of me while i was laying. I think it happened a lot of times. Then one time i was crying but he asked me to shut up and sleep.

Then i remember there was a time when i cried cause so loud cause it hurts when i pee. I remember as a child there were times when i cry at night cause my vagina hurts.

For so many years i tried to forget that and i did forget it although it always crossed my mind every now and then but i try not to think about it.

I always made my self believe that i am still a virgin. I tried not to do anything that would require me putting anything inside me. Just thinking about it made me feel dizzy and weak. I couldn't even go to a gynecologist because i am scared it will hurt me and i know it will hurt.

I had a boyfriend before but i had to break up with him cause he wanted to make love with me but i am so scared about it i couldn't even let a finger in. Just thinking about it makes me feel so weak. I am 23 now.

So how do i know if i was raped?

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Old 02-24-2013, 01:00 AM   #2
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Re: How do i know if i was raped as a child?

Hello DonDonDon and welcome.

Might I suggest seeing a therapist,as unanswered questions seem to be affecting your relationships.

Quite possibly,the therapist will be able to convince you(in time) to see a gynecologist.

Please,please,please consider at least seeing your family physician. If there are any physical complications,i'd like to know that you addressed them sooner than later.

Know that we care.

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