dayton

I guess my fibro is kicking in tonite. My elbows, shoulders, neck, shoulder blades hurt so bad you can't even touch me.

My right foot is really swelling and puffy. I just keep hoping that this isn't rsd. I know someone at work who has missed about 3 years, yes years or more because of fibro. She only works a couple of days a month, but because she's management, she gets away with it. I say that because we all know that if it were some clerical person or someone else they'd fire their tailend in a heartbeat.

Anyway I digress. She told me she has almost the exact symptoms I have even worse. She can't stand clothing, even water in showers, she has bad memory problems, would you believe she lost her teeth, she's in horrible pain with it seems every bit of her body.

She has had muscle biopsies, and has had every test known to man, lupus, arthritis, diabetes, thyroid, you name it, nothing. she's been on steroids, pain killers, oxycontin, nothing helps, so they told her fibro. they can't find anything wrong with her but pain.

it sounds so familiar doesn't it. I can't help wonder why they diagnose her with fibro and me with rsd. I'll never understand this, ever.

sorry guys, doggie is asleep, and I'm tired. the elavil is kicking in and i'm half awake. I'm really morbid tonite.

i wish we could all get together or call each other. just to hear your voice. just to have someone tell me that it's ok, i'm a good person, that they wiol be there for me

seems i'm in the poor me mood tonite. aw shucks, sorry, i'm just so down. i'm not fit gomcpany for man or beast right now. i'll take to you later.

hugs