Crying in public is nothing to worry about, or even falling apart at the seams to your instructor/professor. I have broke down so much due to RSD, in various places also. Every chronic pain patient thinks/attemps suicide, unforgently some people don't think twice when they hear someone say it. I am told that I have always lived in a special little bubble, in some ways it's true. I always thought people treated each other kind, until the last few yrs. I wish that lady would have paid attention to what you had said and would have found it in her heart to call someone to bheck up on you. I guess state workers don't have time for things like that. At least your in a better frame of mind this yr. It is so hard to live with this kind of pain, I want my arm cut of daily. So sick of all the meds, waiting for something better to happen.
But we all have our bad and good times. I wish you the best, hope this day is especially nice for you. So glad you found this board, everyone helps in our own way.
Dayton, quit eating so much lady (teasing) I thought I'd gain weight, never have guess I won't. All these meds just make my stomach sick!
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