Dear Ange,

Thank you Ange for the advice. I am in tears. I thought I had lost you people.
You will be in my prayers today.
I went to the pain specialist last week and he put me on "Xanax" for my depression and anxiety. (still taking Neurontin - makes me weird sometimes) I am trying to control my emotions the best I can, but sometimes it's better for me to just go for a walk, which isn't easy at times.
I am so happy that someone took the time to help me get back here with all of you wonderful people. The Head Moderator also helped me.
I don't personally know you but I vision a very careing , wonderful person with a heart of gold.
I would love to hug you but I know that would be a no! no!.
There is a reason for all this and one day each and every one of us will find the answer.
God Bless,
BobA
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Bob A.