Me and my guy were dating for 6 months when he ended it late December last year. He decided that we didn't really have a future, as, say, he wouldn't have married me or anything. After the breakup I know that he was really upset and stuff, and I also know for a fact that he loved me a lot.
We had a good relationship. We are both only young-mid teens. We saw eachother around 5 times a week so we were close and could talk about anything.
Anyway, it is now 4 months give or take since we broke up. My problem is I am not over him. I think about him all the time. Before I go to sleep he's in my head, and the same when I first wake up. I still see him almost every day, but we don't talk, and hardly have since it happened.
Another thing I forgot to mention is that my best friend started dating him 2 months after we broke up. My ex sayed he thought they got along really well and that it could go far. Naturally, I was very upset, so I stopped being friends with the girl and haven't talked to her since either. At first, she considered me first priority, but then she thought she could go out with him so she did.
As far as I know, they are still together, but have only been on two dates.
But that isn't the issue. My problem is that I'm still in love with him. I miss what we had and the love he gave me and I miss talking to him, and getting that feeling in my stomach whenever I kissed him.
Am I a freak for not being over him yet? What can I do about this? I would really appriciate some help, I don't know what to do. I haven't discussed this with any of my other friends because I'm afraid of what they'll think.
Thanks a lot!