well actually a few days back i had an exam in college.
my boyfriend dropped me off to college (he goes to the same college with me btw.).
well i clearly told him that my exam is going to end at 1:30 and he promised to wait for me outside the hall.
well once the exam got over i ran out of the hall as fast as i could and i didnt see him anywhere.
anyways i walked by the basketball court to get my bag from the locker room and i saw him there.
he was just sitting and talking to his friends. he saw me and asked me how the exam was but i just walked by.
well i went to retrieve my stuff and came back to him.
he already realised that sumthing must have been wrong and he started apologising to me for not being there.
at first i just kept quiet. i didnt want to blow up.
he kept explaining that since i told him that the exam would last for 1 hour 30 mins he thought that it would take time for them to let us out of the hall.
but i still felt mad, hurt, extremely annoyed (dont even know how to explain it). i got this feeling where i just felt tears coming up to my eyes all of a sudden.
well when i went home i decided on a little revenge and i wasnt picking up his calls.
then when i finally did answer i just gave him a piece of my mind.
he kept telling me that he's really sorry for being such a jerk and that he didnt mean to hurt me intentionally.
and deep inside i knew that i was making him feel bad and making a big deal out of nothing but at the same time i was enjoying it in some way.
i dont know why.
i really do love him. we'r planning to get married in the future and he just means so much to me (seriously words cant explain it).
at times i find it difficult to understand myself