Lost Baby and BF in same Week
I can post again! and it couldn't have happened at a better time. I found out last week, the same week my boyfriend who I live with broke up with me, that I was pregnant but had a miscarriage. My EX-boyfriend was supportive of me the night we found out, but then he took off all weekend with his new girlfriend and didn't respond to any of my messages or answer his phone when I would call. I am hating life right now. I just want to take some glass and cut up my arms and legs. Thank God for Paxil, or else I would be in the psych ward right now. I hate him and I hate him more for making me hate myself and making me feel like a failure. Like a crazy, stupid failure. What am I going to do? I just want to curl up in a ball and die.