I answered the phone this morning because I thought it was one of our locations...hahaha...I don't intend to continue to talk to him.
No one thinks he can settle down. He also once said something similiar to me that when he found something he liked he held on to it while holding me in his arms.
Ruth I think you are right. Most of my friends and family felt I could do better (especially you guys here) and with that many people telling me that there has to be some truth to that and possibly something I am not seeing.
I do miss the fun times I had with him because take women out of his life and he is a great person with a lot of potential which he chooses not to use.
I am not going to be "the other woman" to his new girl. I wouldn't want that and I am not going to do that to her. She is going through a divorce where her exhusband smokes crack literally.
i guess I am kinda sad that I was not the one that could truly make him happy and have the chemitry with but I know god has a plan for me and I have to have faith.
Thanks for your feed back guys!!!
I am doing surprisngly well and I am glad I weathered this well!!