Re: Plz someone Help
Anytime in your life, when you start feeling / thinking this way about a relationship, take it as a sign that it isn't right for you. If you're not happy, insecure, or any negative emotion when you think about your relationship, end it. If you feel that way now, it'll only get worse, especially if one or both partners trick their brains / hearts into feeling love.
I know that you don't feel young. And you really feel like you love him. But take it from me, you two are changing a lot and will continue to change for years and years. It's hard to grow WITH someone when you're not quite sure who you're all about yet. Give it some time. Enjoy your life. Make youself happy before anyone else (not saying be mean to others or self centered) because when you do get into a serious relationship / marriage, you'll need to put that person at a higher level.
(Go buy the book "He's Just Not That Into You." It'll save you a lot of time and emotion.)