Re: need some help and advice
I'm sorry, but you need to let this one go. It takes two people to want to make a relationship work and to put in the necessary effort to get things back on track after a big blowup like you've had. As a girl, I can say that we only put a profile online when we've made up our minds that our current relationship is on its last legs or officially over. She is making it clear that she doesn't want to be involved with you anymore, despite the numerous efforts you have made to work things out and show her you still want to be with her. Unfortunately, you can't make her feel the same way, and the more you try, the more she will blow you off rudely and make you feel even more rejected and depressed. I suggest getting out of there ASAP, even if you have to go stay with a friend or relative somewhere else for the time being, and also that you get some psychological help if you are really feeling depressed. Breaking up is really devastating for many people and there is nothing to be ashamed of in seeking help...you don't have to feel this sad. There are ways to help yourself get back on your feel, feel happy again, and be optimistic and excited about embracing the future. But I really think that first you need to accept that it's over with this girl and get out of there physically. Good luck and hang in there; believe me, it gets easier in time.